all i really want

is for someone to ask halle what is your favorite color your favorite smell your favorite place in the world i would tell them it's blue it's freshly brewed coffee or my parent's kitchen it's here and there and nowhere i just want someone to be curious about me i want to be curious back i recently learned i have a fearful avoidant attachment style is it just me or does that sound like the worst one of them all? i've spent the last 5 years avoiding relationships and maybe i just fucked it up again.