i tried living without a smartphone and stopped after 4 months i spent most of my friday nights alone last year i called them "hot girl...

just let it happen halle this is the most natural thing the most natural consequence that could have happened you have worked so hard so...

i am thinking thinking so much thinking trying to remember that i'm not supposed to think my fingers are typing faster than my mac can...

and also so little i feel as if it's pointless to write these poems or want-to-be poems i write because i want people to listen to hear...

and luisa and pilar and songs written for me about me with me slack and whatsapp and naps and laughs and tears and my body and your body...

this is an i wasn't clear this is an i was afraid to be even more vulnerable this is an maybe words aren't ours and we have to pass them...

and all i felt was love love love i can't count the number of times i said i love you te quiero te amo i love you so much i just feel so...

i'm yours if you want me if you need me i'm yours it feels vulnerable to be the one saying that to be the one that says let me be honest...

is for someone to ask halle what is your favorite color your favorite smell your favorite place in the world i would tell them it's blue...

not really alone but without a partner i mean to say in mexico saturdays are for partners and parties and friends sundays are for the...

in your loving arms cause you see me and you know me and you love me through and through through and through through and through this is...

that i should stop looking up so much that looking down i'll save myself iv'e been blaming others for the last 27 years pick up your dog...

is this what it feels like to feel understood is this what it feels like to be human is this what it feels like to "make it" to work for...

we take an escalator to get up to the top that is saying something i started as a copywriter on monday i accidentally wrote it as copy...

but we blame poor people for throwing trash on the ground for using plastic bags and plastic straws for not carrying around reusable...

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