sometimes it's the camera

not the person behind the lens look at the difference between these two photos same hands same thoughts different camera but of course if you know me do you know me? i blamed myself i said wow halle you are bad at this you are bad at everything does everyone have this internal dialogue is life just about unlearning childhood traumas it feels so cliché i can't ______ until i fix my inner child what if i want to go back to 2003 what if i want to be 8-year old halle she lived in that yellow line she was brave she was funny she loved italian dunkers and polka dots and wore her hair in pigtails every day for 5 years straight.