you smell like dinner ready in my mother's kitchen you taste like fresh brewed Folgers in autumn fingers you sound like jose gonzales'...

but as i sit here, legs crossed and a homemade cappuccino in my hands, i wonder is it all that bad? to wake up to my own stretches to...

i have spent the last 6 months focusing so hard on eliminating unhealthy coping mechanisms and i think i am getting closer to that. i...

this message is for you isa. i don't know how else to say it without being creepy or hurting you or making things worse. so i am just...

and you and you and you and talks with you and her and my mom and sister the sky is my coping mechanism my only goal for 2023 is to see...

i feel ashamed. i feel anxious. i feel afraid. i feel lonely. anna me acompañó, held my hand (figuratively) played the role of support of...

not at all what i thought you would be. so much more and maybe a little bit less. bolivia bolivia bolivia you make me miss chilaquiles,...

to be looking out my window on taborga avenue to inhale mountain air to wake up to sunrises and go to bed to sunsets all just a few...

this message is for me maybe it's all for me no one is reading these words zero views zero comments that is all ok despite the sinking...

i walk with my aunt with my cousin alone i walk over to see my niece and nephew to help my cousin prepare a meal 2 meals for my other...

hold your chest when you cannot breathe i'll be there when you cannot breathe right now i feel like i can breathe so much i am breathing...

just let it happen halle this is the most natural thing the most natural consequence that could have happened you have worked so hard so...

you're full of passion that's how he made you just let it happen thank you andrea thank you universe thank you for saving me you have...

i am thinking thinking so much thinking trying to remember that i'm not supposed to think my fingers are typing faster than my mac can...

and also so little i feel as if it's pointless to write these poems or want-to-be poems i write because i want people to listen to hear...

and luisa and pilar and songs written for me about me with me slack and whatsapp and naps and laughs and tears and my body and your body...

this is an i wasn't clear this is an i was afraid to be even more vulnerable this is an maybe words aren't ours and we have to pass them...

and all i felt was love love love i can't count the number of times i said i love you te quiero te amo i love you so much i just feel so...